I am fine, btw.

Broken Robot

I saw a broken robot on my walk home today.

He was in the dirt near the sidewalk.

He was broken and alone.

I wondered what his final moments were.

Was he a good robot or a bad one?

I don’t know why I care.

I have always loved the good robots.

I’ve even loved the bad ones, too.

But I think of the kid. And I think of myself.

How did they see the robot?

Was the breaking a noble sacrifice?

Or had the robot finally paid for their crimes?

Why is the robot broken?

Robots did not choose to be robots.

This robot didn’t choose to be broken.

I think of the kid.

I think of myself.

I don’t think I’d ever break the robot.

I do not know if the kid made the choice.

Why do I think so much about the broken robot?

I guess I didn’t choose to be broken, either.

Don’t look too deeply into this unless you want to. It’s just some writing. No questions need be asked. Unless you have them. SEO dictates that I have an outbound link, and I must fulfill my function.

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The issue is the theme.

My courses are designed around a unifying theme for readings and the topics I have the students explore. Previous classes have dealt with punk resistance, urban planning, and monsters. This time, I want to explore the enshittification of the internet. In simplest terms, I want to theme the course around the exploration of why the internet kind of sucks right now and how corporate, profit-driven thinking has influenced that.

As such, I turn to you, dear reader, for help. I need some suggestions for texts.

What Do I need?

I am looking for essays and think pieces to use as required readings and options for responses. I am conducting my own search, of course, and have some pieces I am looking at. But I also realize that an outsider perspective can be hugely helpful.

Structurally speaking, the six-week course entails:

• A brief introduction to the internet
• Algorithms and monopolies
• Grifter culture (Manosphere and the like)
• Online betting markets
• AI and data harvesting debate
• A possible refuge in the indieweb

Those are my target topics, and I am hoping that you all may have some suggestions on readings I could assign. With that said, I have some requirements; they need to be found online easily at no expense to my students. That means if it is published on a website with limited or no paywalls, that is perfect. If they can be found on a database, that’s great. I can check whether my college has access to them, and if not, I can request it.

They should be general enough to understand for college students, but I do appreciate pushing them as well. My criteria for “general” is that work is written toward a college-educated audience that is not entirely versed in specific disciplines like computer sciences or sociology, but can understand the key concepts through the essay itself.

They do not need to be limited to text form; video essays and podcasts are viable options. I teach that these are forms of writing with strengths and weaknesses.

They cannot be books. I’ll explain why…

Why No Books?

Long story short, I only have six weeks, and I get enough complaints about my text selections in general. Believe me, I would happily assign a book or two otherwise, but I’ve noticed my recent incoming students have had challenges reading things (there is a whole lot of commentary I want to make here, but will not for the scope of this post).

It is easier to assign weekly readings to deal with topics than to try to work through a single book these days. It is also harder to find a book that covers everything I would like to cover.

Also worth noting is that they will be working on a podcast as a final project so a book might eat up a lot of time that could be spent on the podcasting angle.

So, Thoughts?

So, that’s it really. I am already going through some potential readings, but I am eager to see what you might suggest. You can even pitch something you wrote as well if you’re so inclined. I am hoping to get some suggestions over the week to finalize the reading selections while I spend my time building the course shell.

That then leaves me a week after to read, analyze, and critique the readings for use in the lectures.

So, what do you have? You can comment here with your suggestions, or on the social post that brought you here. I really appreciate the help. Thank you!

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My Full-time Year and Transitions

A major contributor to my feeling temporary was my year-long full-time teaching contract. I had one year of full-time scheduling and faculty duties and loved it. It was only for a single year in an interim position, and as it wound down, the feelings of being temporary began to really hammer at me. This is especially because the contract was not renewed. I will be transitioning from a busy but ultimately fulfilling role that I loved, back to being part-time and needing to supplement my income because I am limited in the number of classes I can teach at my current college.

This means a lot of job applications and freelancing in the months ahead. I am dreading it because when I look for work, I find myself particularly anxious. It feels like I am selling myself, and when nothing happens, it feels like an inherent rejection of me as a person, and always has. Nothing humbles a person quite like the process of job hunting or seeking out and taking on clients as a freelancer. I am sure I can find many people who read this who would relate to that concern.

And as freelancers, we know that contracts are only ever temporary. We have the work – until the budget is cut.

Writing Center Blues

Another contributor to temporary feelings is my role as a Writing Center Coordinator. It is a job I cherish, excel at, and have wanted for years. However, this also provides me with a hard dose of reality: my Writing Center role is still interim. This position must be offered to full-time faculty first. If no full-time faculty wish to step into the role, then it opens up to associate faculty, like I was when I applied, and like I am going to be again.

This means that if a full-timer wants the role, I am out. It also means that if the role opens up, I may have to apply all over again rather than maintain the current role. I know I am good at what I do and accomplished a lot, but would a little continuity be a lot to ask for? I am sure I’ll still be Writing Center Coordinator next semester, but after that? Who knows.

Let’s talk about something else, shall we?

State of the Site, Projects, and Output

It’s clear that my year of full-time brought with it more financial stability, but less time to update material here on the website. It was a tradeoff that I felt happy to make because I didn’t have to worry about the song-and-dance that is freelancing. The reality is that now I am going to have a schedule that opens up, and I need to fill it, or I’ll go crazy.

So, let’s take a look at the projects I have and the status of various things I want to do to fill the job between my teaching and job-hunting. I am only posting what I am focusing on and actively working on, right now.

Active Projects

• Cosmic Dash: The first chapter should be out at the tail-end of June. I am transitioning from the webcomic to prose, as I outlined a few months back. This is swapping in for The Dead Life, for clear reasons if you’ve been following the site.
• The Dead Life: The Dead Life is going on a hiatus for a bit, with the completion of the first part of the five-part novel. I am very proud of where that ended up, and I am excited about what the second part includes, but I need to take a break on it for a while. I will post some material here and there, including a short story, but I do not have a definite return date on this one.
• Fang & Bone: Fang & Bone is back after a brief break. It will be my primary project in June. Once Cosmic Dash begins updating, I will swap chapters each week. Fang & Bone is still my “breakthrough” piece, I think, once it finds its audience.
• RGBots: I took a couple of weeks off. RGBots is going to update again starting next week and maintain that twice-weekly schedule. Funnily enough, my most disposable concept has been my most consistent one.
• Thorn By My Side: This comic strip is still coming. I need to continue doing art tests because I am still not entirely satisfied with the art so far. The comic has some arcs planned, and I have a couple of other characters planned, but I do not want to overthink this either.
• Supernatural Selection: Still on it, still working on research and scripts. I’ll be editing the latest zine soon, for which submissions are open until later this month.

Trying to Plan Ahead

One thing I want to do less of, as I reach the end here, is neglect the site. I need more reliable posting schedules, and I just want to write in general. I’m going to do my best to do a weekly blog, but what I need is people bugging me about it. So if you read this and comment on the site, or have me on Discord and socials, please tell me to write. It helps.

I will also be trying to post more sketchbook entries. Will it be mostly development material for Thorn By My Side? Yes! Is it me trying to mine existing work for posts here? Yes, as well! But there’ll be Cosmic Dash stuff too.

Inspiration Track: “Exactly Where I’m At,” by Ween. I’ve loved this song for a long time, and it served as a fitting inspiration for this post.

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“How long does it take for a werewolf to pee, honestly?”

“Child, do you not see the size of him? The last thing I would do is complain about the micturition rate of the thing that is getting us through these woods unscathed.”

Corea glanced over to Erryl. He was leaning against a gnarled old tree, with a small book, scratching something into it. She watched the featherless quill shift between his fingers.

“What is ‘micturate?’”

He glanced up from his writing.

“It means to pee.”

“I’ve never heard it that way.”

“It’s a  scholarly word, the kind you learn from studies among mages, surgeons, and doctors.”

“How did you get in with them?”

Erryl paused for a moment, pinching the featherless quill between the pages where he was writing and folding the small book closed. He crossed his arms, and she could hear him tap the book against his bony elbow.

“I went to school for it at my father’s insistence. Then he died, but I was already deeply into the training, so I continued. I had planned to open a shop, but war came to Tradewind, and I worked on the battlefield. Never really stopped.”

He paused.

“I suppose to answer your question: I went to school.”

“Is that where you get one of those weird little featherless quills?”

Erryl paused for a moment. His face screwed up into a pinch, like he’d not understood the question. But just as soon as he had done that, he glanced down toward his small book and extracted it.

“This is a pen. Virtually identical to a quill, but you can keep it much longer.”

He held the pen vertically with pinched fingers and glanced at it for a while.

“It was a gift,” he added.

He shifted his focus to Corea and held the pen to her. She had begun to teach out to pluck it from his grasp, but she held back. It had been important to the man. Upon his wiggling the pen in front of her, she gingerly took it from him and began to examine it.

It was mostly wood, but there were bits of brass. A small plate showed something engraved, but what it was she could not read. The pen had a heftiness to it and was much heavier than she had expected. What intrigued her most was the point that was something between a spoon and a blade. It was like the end of a quill she had seen, only carefully made from delicate metal.

She had been so entranced that she hadn’t noted that  Erryl had his book open to her on a page.

“Try drawing a line here, in the corner, where it’s blank.”

She could not recognize the words he had written on the open pages – they looked like scribbles – but there were pictures. There were local plants drawn in the gaps between the words, and she recognized several of them quite readily from her own experiences. The pictures were quite good.

She glanced up at him, and he nodded back.

“You have to hold the pen at an angle so that the ink will flow from the reservoir inside to the tip. Try it.”

The blank section was not very large, only about the size of a thumb, but she placed the pen tip near the top of the gap and began to drag the tip downward, angling the pen. In the first moment, there was nothing, but then suddenly bluish-black ink began to run from the tip to the paper. It was fascinating.  She rolled the pen between her fingers and was alarmed to see that smooth line erupt into a splotchy mess.

Erryl pulled the book away and reached his hand out for the pen.

“Aside from the blot, the line looks pretty good. Perhaps we can make a writer of you, yet.”

She handed the pen back.

“What is it you are writing in there, sir? I saw nice pictures of some of the plants.”

Erryl was fiddling with his pen for a moment. He tucked it, and his book, into a pocket inside his vest.

“A trick I learned from hedge doctors I’ve met. I take notes and observe unique things as I travel and make a record of different places and what resources I might use if I ever return.” He tapped the journal where it rested against his chest. “This is my third such journal. I may write a book one day.”

“What unique things have you seen?”

Erryl leaned back against the gnarled tree and thought about it.

“Many things. I find I surround myself with unique things. I’ve met a mummy. I travel with a wolfman. I’ve seen the cousins of dragons – not dragons, mind you. They’re gone.” He thought a moment more and smiled. “I can also say that I have never quite met another Corea Gorse out there. The gods blessed me with a life that helped me to learn the letters and use them quite well. It would be a shame not to use them to point out the unique things out there.”

Corea was quiet for a few moments, thinking about words – the written ones. She’d seen they were useful, but had never had a chance to learn them. There really wasn’t much use to them in a dying down.

Maybe after finding Garen, she could convince the Wolf and the Barber to take her and her brother with them to a town where learning to read would be useful.

“Do you think I might be able to read and write like you one day?”

Erryl said nothing.

…

Corea had been asking Erryl questions for quite a while, with no sign of the Fang. After a time, the conversation lulled, and some noises came from the brush. Corea kept her hands near her knife, but Erryl continued to lean against the tree, unmoved by any caution. It must have been Fang.

And it was. The Wolf took heavy steps from behind a tree and emerged onto the road.

“Took you long enough,” Erryl muttered.

He glanced at Fang. Corea could not tell what sort of expression the Wolf  had on his face, but Erryl did, and he moved from the tree and placed a hand on his rapier’s hilt.

“Come,” was all the Wolf said.

…

The corpse was, from what Corea could tell, a day or two old. She did not recognize him, no matter how many times Fang and Erryl had asked her or painted out some detail. She was just glad he was not Garen. She was content in the fact that she knew nothing of the man, given the state of the body. He was just a stranger who met with a grim fate and not someone she knew. The two roadmen spoke to one another in hushed tones, and Corea kept at a distance from the corpse. She couldn’t help but stare.

A rumbling question of “what killed him?” snapped her attention to Fang, who was staring at her. Not just Fang. Erryl as well. Their attention was upon her, and it appeared they expected an answer.

“I’m not sure.”

“Not good enough,” Fang responded. “Really look. Get closer.”

Corea felt she had seen too many corpses today, but stepped closer. They expected an answer. It was some kind of lesson, and this one was at Fang’s urging. The last thing she wanted to do was to keep him waiting.

The corpse was a man she did not recognize. He was against a tree, his head lolling down, chin on his chest. Blood had soaked through the top of his shirt just around the neckline. His arms hung loose, and his fingers twisted and curled over open palms that lay up from the ground where he sat. Before she moved closer to investigate his neck, she took in the state of the scene. He was not quite sitting in a camp, but it was apparent he had been sitting down and resting. His gear had been set aside, his weapons laid out within grabbing distance had there been an attack, but to no avail, clearly, given the fact that he was dead. She spied some rations that had yet to be picked up by a scavenger. Nor had the body attracted much beyond bugs and the ever-present maggots found around rotting meat. The denizens of the woods claimed the dead quickly.

This was beginning to feel like it was a matter of hours, not a day or so, since the man met his end. No slimes. No dismemberment. Just a dead man, alone.

Behind her came the sounds of muffled chewing, and she looked back to see Fang and Erryl observing the situation, clearly judging her, while eating some of their own packed rations. Fang had a rather large serving of saltpork and tore at it with vigor, and Erryl seemed to be picking at some croutons.

“How can you eat in front of a corpse?” she asked.

Erryl continued to pop croutons into his mouth. Fang looked down at her and shook his head as he chewed through his sizable bite of meat.

“You eat when hungry. You eat when you have a moment to spare.” He gestured back to the corpse with a nod. “Tell us what you see, girl.”

Corea knelt and paused for a moment. She took a breath, grabbed at his hair, and began to pull the head up from the chest. A sticky, unfurling sound made her uneasy and turned her stomach, but she continued to pull, shifting her gaze from dead, shocked eyes and staring at his neck. Several gashes came into view all over, just above the neckline. She’d thought, maybe, it had been a slit throat, but she hadn’t expected it to be so jagged. She was no stranger to butchery. With chickens, quail, and other birds, it was a quick chop. She’d bled goats and pigs for Mr. Gorten in the line of duty. You learned that a single, strong stroke was the way to go. This did not appear to be that. Those required a smooth slice at the neck to bleed them rapidly. The first time she was tasked to slaughter a goat, she’d fumbled it and got kicked in the face by a flailing leg. She didn’t let that happen again. The pigs still bothered her, though, and she was thankful pork was not something New Gordhurst had a lot of access to.

But this – this was clumsy and violent.

“He must have been resting, and someone snuck up and stabbed him several times. Would have been more proper to slice him.”

Fang grunted, nodded, and crouched beside her, still tearing at saltpork. He pointed to the wounds. 

“Not unusual for bandits. Touchy ones at that. Dangerous places make dangerous men.” He sniffed the air and peered around before he continued, “I doubt they’re far.”

“Idiots at that,” Erryl added. “Took his gold purse but left just about everything else that would be useful for survival. I doubt they are locals and know what else lingers in these woods.”

Corea has risen to her feet and taken several steps back from the corpse to take in the scene, visually sorting through the scattered belongings. She noticed a knife.

Within an instant, Fang was within earshot, having risen without her hearing him. His hot breath near her face was like the steam of a boiling stew. His massive, snouted face snuck into her range of vision as she continued to look at the corpse.

“Take the knife. Take the short bow.”

She would do as she was told and pick up the knife.

“Good. Learn as you go.”

The knife had an accompanying wooden sheath that could be tied on one’s person with a basic cord, and she did just that. She didn’t really care to think about what the notches on the sheath had meant. Knife secured, she drew it, noticing the blade was blackened. It was roughly an inch or two shorter than her kitchen knife, but also slightly curved. This was a bleeding knife, and the man’s killer would have had a much easier time with this blade.

“A good knife,” Erryl remarked. Corea nodded and sheathed it, turning her attention to the shortbow near the corpse. Erryl had already been picking at what arrows he could find and had found the small quiver. He finished slotting a pair of arrows and handed her the quiver. He turned his attention back to the corpse, picking through what had been this dead man’s few belongings.

The shortbow was a small weapon of stealth, as she understood it, talking to some of the town guardsmen, but it did not have the power of a longbow. But then again, Corea was shorter than those men, and in her own hands, the bow did not feel very small at all.

Again, Corea was caught off guard as the Wolf crouched before her, as she had studied the bow. She had heard nothing, again, only just catchingt a sudden, massive form slide out in front of her. He looked at her with his large, yellow eyes. She could read his expression here, one of concern, his browline raised and curious.

“Ever use one?” he asked in a low, soft voice.

“Never.”

“We practice as we go. You fire past me. I collect them. I’ll point out the targets. You don’t have the strength to kill with it. But you can maim if you attack the legs. Do not fire at me.”

Corea heard Erryl cast a muffled laugh at Fang’s words. Her face flushed, and she felt a surge of shame recalling that morning. She glanced into Fang’s eyes, but there was no sense of annoyance. There was a softness that felt odd, but reassuring. She nodded.

“But ghouls don’t really get hobbled by arrows, sir.”

Fang rose to his feet and looked down at her.

“Not ghouls that worry me.”

…

Erryl had scrounged up cloth from the man’s pack as well as his small, thin bedroll. As the party moved forward, he would tear up cloth for bandaging, wrapping the scraps into tight bundles, and then tucking them into the bedroll.

As for Corea, she and Fang had been at work training her archery skills, which were far from satisfactory. He would point out a tree, she would miss, and she would inevitably empty her quiver. Fang would fall back from his lead position and return, handing over the arrows he had collected.

The first time this had happened, she had cracked a joke about playing fetch, and Fang told her that he would eat her. She had not made that joke since.

She was hitting the trees more often now, after what felt like a quarter-hour or so, but the problem was getting the arrow to stick. She was strong enough to hit the range given her life of choring, but the arrows mostly bounced off the bark, barring one or two instances of the arrowheads finding purchase and hanging loosely. Hardly a true success.

After the third quiver of arrows was returned, she asked for a break. Fang shrugged and obliged, darting back ahead. Erryl snorted.

“Corea, how do you expect to be of any use if you don’t push yourself?”

She didn’t answer.

“Children’s games, I suppose,” Erryl mused. 

She felt a radiance of annoyance from behind her, the words lapping at her like a cold wave. It was just a break; what was the concern? She shrugged his words off and kept her pace. Besides, she had already contributed. She pulled the small slime bottle from a coat pocket. The pale green substance sloshed in the bottle, but the organ inside, the clear bubble, did not really move.

She had earned it. Sure, she was not as strong as Fang, nor as experienced as Erryl, but she was holding her own, and she was learning. 

She put the bottle away, pulled out a strip of saltpork from another pocket, and began to eat as she kept up her pace.

…

“Godsdamn it, Corea, I told you to stay inside.”

Garen looked quite funny, wrapped in blankets and wielding a broom.

“These bats can give you the sickness if you’re bit. Go back.”

Most of the local bats were largely harmless, but a new, larger bat had begun nesting just outside under the shack roof, pushing the old bats out. Garen had asked around, and from what he could gather, this was a type known as an Iskaran Wraith. It was huge with coarse black fur and giant red eyes. Some in town even suggested they drank blood and preferred children and goats, specifically. There were werewolves to the north, and this could just as easily have been a vampire, as he saw it. It wasn’t, but if a vampire were going to take the form of a bat, then the bat would be an Iskaran Wraith – at least, that is what he reasoned to her.

The local Red Furs ate the insects of the area, and their guano helped fuel fires all over New Gordhurst. Their local cluster that lived under the roof was harmless and helpful, and Garen had decided that the Wraith had to go, for their sake, and definitely not because it was probably a vampire.

“What’s a broom gonna do?”

Garen looked over at Corea and shook his head.

“The broom is just to knock it down, dummy. I’ll stab it once it’s on the ground.”

“I can help.”

“You can help by leaving me alone.”

“I can go tell Mr. Gorten?”

“No.”

“Why not?”

“Because we don’t need him.”

“But he’s tall, he can probably get at it easier than you.”

“I’m tall for my age,” Garen chuffed.

“Kent is taller than you, and he’s nine.”

“Kent stretched himself by tying his feet to a mule and hugging a tree. We all know that.”

“No, he didn’t.”

“He did. Now hush. I’m gonna kill it.”

Corea watched her older brother awkwardly wave the broom around in the gaps and corners where the roof met the shack walls. Shit, twigs, and cobwebs clung to the broom, which would be up to her to clean. What wasn’t trapped by the broom had now fallen onto the blanket armor that he had swaddled himself into. Again, it would be on her to clean that too.

Garen’s yelp snapped her out of her grumbling as she saw him frantically flap and toss the broom as the black bat was darting at him, annoyed.

“My knife. Shit! I’m tangled!”

She watched his swaddled form practically dance, his bagged body unable to get a grip on the knife, wherever he had been keeping it. This would go nowhere beyond some kind of sickness for her brother. 

She dashed to her frantic brother and grabbed at a flapping corner of Garen’s blankets and pulled enough fabric free to arch it high above the bat. She pulled the fabric down and pinned the bat to the ground, trapped beneath cloth, as Garen lost his balance and fell, hollering and thrashing all the while.

The bat’s shrieks and chirps filled the air, along with Garen’s confused yelping. The creature would be going nowhere, and with all her weight, Corea hopped upon the rustling lump and felt the body shatter and squelch beneath her boots.

Garen saw what Corea had done and went silent. Then he vomited.

…

Corea swirled the substance in the bottle a couple of times, having fished it back out of her pocket, marveling at the remains of the slime she had killed.

She would have a fun story to tell Garen when she found him.

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Day 25

The shattered glass door funneled into a darkened space, blocked off by a hastily assembled barrier of office desks, cabinets, chairs, and whatever else had seemed practical to jam into a pile. There was even a rocking horse, which ultimately would have done nothing to stop a more intelligent invader, but given the lack of sense the dead seemed to show, it was just another defense in the tangle. The rocking horse, upright, rocked as the ghoul on the opposite side of the doorway repeatedly bumped into the waist-high barrier, flailing desiccated arms toward Dani. Periodically, it would slump, not quite falling onto a desk in the barricade but bending over it, scratching at the surface with broken fingertips and slapping at the horse, which would rock silently. The ghoul would pant, moan, and gargle at Dani. It’s dead eyes staring nowhere specifically.

The eyes were unsettling. They were cloudy, and it didn’t seem like these things could actually see through them; the lens was scuffed by dirt, grime, and who knows what else came with the seeming inability to blink. As it flailed, bumped, and tore at the surface of the desk, which was covered in streaks of rancid blood, it did not blink once. The perpetual stare almost seemingly peering at, inside, and past her. There was rapid movement of the eyes themselves, but they were locked at a point she could not comprehend, as though the corpse’s eyes were always fixated on something unknown. The fact that she was in the path was just a result of the body of the dead woman being aimed at her. The motions did not seem personal or of the ghoul itself – it was being driven by some sense or alien force, hijacked by some apocalyptic agent and puppeted in the most grotesque way imaginable.

Dani stared at the ghoul for a few moments before shifting her attention to the lot behind her, noticing the group of ghouls approaching from behind, rocking and swaying as they shuffled to her. She wondered if any governmental remnants or the CDC had any idea what the hell these things actually were – maybe if there was a solution in the works to reclaim the area. All she and the others had was a hope and Sandy’s insistence that her brother would rally a rescue mission and sweep into Emmet, guns blazing and tanks rolling down the central highway. Ooh-fucking-rah.

It’d been weeks since a substantive broadcast from The White House or whatever was there, and most radio now was either emergency broadcasts on loop, mysterious messages from some sources she could not discern, or the obscene and conspiratorial rantings of sovereign citizens. She had borrowed Bob’s ham radio one night a week back to reach out to someone, anyone, but the immediate response was so horrid she never reached out again. At least the ghouls didn’t threaten to rape her or promise to make her a brood wife.

The thought made her shudder, and she was very much aware again of the rifle slung over her shoulder. She would need to be a much better shot in this world. For now, it was just reassurance – or more of a panic button. She felt the reassuring weight of the fireplace poker and stared down the ghoul. It continued the pattern of swiping and nearly falling onto the surface of the desk. Dani took a step toward, still out of reach of the ghoul’s grasping, nubby fingertips. It appeared agitated further. The flurry of outstretched arms finally sent the ghoul tumbling over and slamming down onto the desk, flailing. Dani took the moment to slam the hooked end of her poker into the back of the ghoul’s skull. The ghoul continued to flail, but not in response to Dani’s attack. She grunted as she slid the writhing corpse across the desk, through the doorway, onto the concrete and glass, where it crumpled into a face-down heap. Her foot resting on the undead’s shoulder, Dani ripped the hook from the back of the skull, which again the ghoul did not seem to respond to. Disgusted, she jammed the tip of the poker back into the hole with force until the resistance of the concrete stopped her; for good measure, she began to stir the poker tip inside the skull, and soon the writhing stopped. She drew the poker back with a little resistance on exit and flicked all the brain matter she could from it.

Though now, taking in her current circumstances, Dani was beginning to realize, to a degree, the folly of her impromptu mission. She was opting to walk into a darkened hellmouth, and she wondered what use the walkies were for if she and everyone kept leaving them behind. Next time, she thought, there has gotta be a next time to bring the goddamn walkie.

She climbed over the desk, across the bloody streaks on the surface, and set off into the darkened building. The inside was quiet aside from the whistle of wind coming from the broken door and faint sounds within. The kid had certainly made a choice running from her back into this building, but she was not about to give up on the chance to save his life. As she saw it, he was small and had proved his tenacity so far; as frustrating as it was to try to reason with him given this shit and chaos, she had to press on. But she could not bear to see the child die, or become one of the living dead. 

Dani moved slowly down the short hallway, careful of where she stepped. She glanced back and forth, her eyes adjusting in the dark, scanning ahead between what appeared to be a more open room ahead and the tiled floor, which had been strewn with the detritus of holdouts and the leftovers of survival. Just how many people had been holed up in here, and for how long? She knew of four based on what Edgar had observed, and only one of them was now alive – presumably.

Her head spun with questions about what had happened here in the weeks since the outbreak, though Dani didn’t quite know when it actually started. Had it been New Year’s Eve, New Year’s Day? The days after? It didn’t take long for things to really fall apart when they finally, inescapably fell apart. It seemed maybe six days in total, give or take a day or two. How soon did people find themselves hiding in this district office? How many, when the time came, chanced an escape and may have inadvertently gotten others killed? There were so many layers to all of this, and the most frustrating part was never really knowing. Everyone who might have had an answer was probably dead or in a bunker beneath a mountain.

Dani crept toward an open door to her left, which was slightly ajar. She clung to the wall, paused, and listened intently for motion within. Hearing nothing, she whipped her head past the frame, peering into the space that was partially obscured by the door. Inside was an office, ransacked but still filled with sweet, homey decor, reflecting optimism and assertive effort, like that of an H.R. lady. A poster depicting a climber on a rock face read “Keep on Climbing!” and Dani chuckled at it. She’d been to the college counselor once or twice before dropping out and had seen a similar poster – maybe even the same one. It was just vague enough to be considered empowering, technically, but practically useless in any specific context. Cloying bullshit made all the more darkly ironic given the circumstances.

She nudged the door open wider, carefully, wincing at the sustained, slow creak. The rest of the room was a mess; anything seemingly valuable was probably gone. No silent ghoul was lurking within, thankfully, but she wasn’t prepared for a bloody dog bed next to the desk. There were no signs of remains beyond reddish-brown staining on the teal pillow. She winced and closed the door, silently damning the creaking but relieved to shut the image away. Dani noted the placard attached to the door as she pulled it shut – Melissa Gutierrez, Human Resources – and a taped photo of a cocker spaniel, and a nametag stuck to it that read “Homer.”

God-fucking-damn it. 

Dani shook her head. She leaned back against the wall next to the room and stared nowhere in particular, just away from the door. Inevitably, she saw the door directly opposite the H.R. office and noticed the sign – Gary Watts, Requisitions and Warehousing – and several bloody streaks on the door. Dani stepped toward it and, finding a spot not covered in blood, pressed her ear to the door, listening in. Hearing nothing, she tapped at it with the tip of the poker, and after a moment, there was moaning and shuffling, unmistakably that of the living dead. She glanced back toward the way she had come as the group of ghouls from outside collided with the rudimentary barricade, unable to navigate over it. She stepped back from the requisitions door and took one last look at the H.R. door behind her.

Fuck this. Dani pushed deeper into the building, her eyes adjusting to the dim lighting; she was searching for whatever signs she could of the kid as she approached the larger room. She didn’t quite know a name for it – maybe it was an atrium?

The room appeared to be the heart of the building, where the main entrance had been reinforced with a similar pile of furniture to the rear entrance she used. She also noticed bike chains in the darkened room; though the front was mostly glass, it had become grimy and discolored, and the mid-morning sun was not quite at an angle to shine much direct light within. All she had was a yellowish ambience, which rendered everything far more sickly and aged than it technically was. One desk against the glass had piles of papers that had spilled onto the floor in front of it, and dozens of papers pasted to the windows – there had been a plan to cover sightlines, and Dani was not sure if that was a good idea or a bad one.

Dani still had no idea if the ghouls actually saw anything, or what drove them. Instead, staring at the papers, she wondered if the inability to see the ghouls was the actual point. Even back at the storage yard, the group, as exposed to the elements as they were, had reduced sightlines with the exception of gaps they could use. It made sense, in a lot of ways, to keep the terror of the outside world out of sight. The papers on the glass were beginning to make more sense.

The atrium itself wasn’t tremendous. It mostly combined what appeared to be a line to some sort of teller-style window, three hallways, and some seating, which had been shoved toward the glass in the front entrance. The space was mostly devoid of anything comforting, nor did it look like a space where anyone would have spent much time. The amount of exposure from the glass probably had a lot to do with that. 

As she approached the pile against the entrance, she glanced out to see her former apartment complex across the street. She hadn’t noticed it right away, but a ghoul swept into view, wandering on the walkup to the entrance of the district office. Dani flinched whenever it looked in her direction, though it was clear it did not seem to perceive her. The apartment complex across the street stood passively with no sign of motion. She’d considered returning, once or twice, to see what supplies could be rounded up. But there was always a hesitation that always emerged. It wasn’t about the ghouls within – Stephen and Julie’s corpses flashed for an instant in Dani’s mind. She turned from the window and stepped back toward the center of the room.

She peeked in the teller window and saw what seemed to be a former supply hub. Wrappers, cans, and boxes were strewn across the floor or on whatever desk space was available in the small office. The computer – the novelty of computers made Dani feel nostalgic for a moment – sat, covered by a layer of fine dust except for a single smiley face sticker stuck to the powerless screen of the monitor.

It came down to two choices – left or right. She hadn’t been shot at so far by the kid, which was either a good sign or a horrible one. She hoped, desperately, that he was scared and holed up in some office, quietly waiting her out. She could reason with him; she knew it. She could help him get back. He could apologize to Edgar, and they could make a go of it. She just had to figure out how to get the kid to stand down so they could escape together. At the end of the hall from which she had emerged, she saw ghoulish silhouettes framed against daylight, and though their forms were darkened and obscured. She saw they were still trapped by the desks of the makeshift barricade. How these things had managed to decimate so many already confused and frightened her, and she wondered what all this said about humans like her. She did her best to tune the ghouls out, as she listened to ambient noise in the largely quiet building. There was the sound if motion to her left. In lieu of any other evidence, she chose to head that direction.

Peering down the darkened hallway, she could make out four doors on either side, a fire escape door at the very end of the hallway, and a right turn. She tried to make sense of what she saw of this layout with what she observed of the outside of the district office, but gave up, realizing she hadn’t observed much over the years living across from it, or the less-than-an-hour so far rescuing Ed and trying to reach out to the trigger-happy child.

Of the four hallway doors she saw, two of them were open: one to the left, one to the right. She was no Daredevil, with super hearing, but she felt confident there was shuffling from one of the rooms to the left. 

Christ, I’d kill for those billy clubs and ninja training.

She crept down the hall, feeling exposed, taking in everything in front, below, and behind her, wary of any potential movement. Her eyes had adjusted to the dark to the point where she could navigate with relative confidence, but not with enough detail that she could entirely avoid caution, especially across garbage-covered tile. She’d just barely brushed a grocery bag with the tip of her foot and nearly shit herself at the crinkling. The first pair of doors, opposite one another, were now just a couple of feet away. The door to her right was closer, so she shifted gradually toward the wall to the left, tiptoing over soda cans. As she approached, she noticed that this room did not have a solid wall, but rather a large pane of glass from floor to ceiling – maybe like a conference room, but it was hard to tell at this angle. The opposite room looked to be an office, but also a bit smaller, with a similar floor-to-ceiling window. About a foot from the doorway, she paused, holding her breath, and listened.

There was a shuffling of feet on the carpet and the crushing and rattling of things on the floor. The loudest, though, was the telling moans and gargles of the undead. They had been seemingly alerted to something, and Dani wondered if it had been something she had done before realizing more than likely it was the kid running by. Whatever was happening in the room was small; she’d seen these things wander over the past couple of weeks, until something grabbed their attention, they were content – though that word didn’t seem to apply, really – to wander in small, set spaces, waiting for some sort of signal to move.

Dani glanced at the floor, holding her breath as she nudged a can away from the doorway so she could sidle a bit more toward the opening. Content that she had alerted nothing within, she scooted closer so she could crane her head around and look inside. The vision of a ghoul biting at her face and knocking her to the floor worked to caution her from peeking, but she had to press on.

After a deep breath and a silent count to three, she turned her head past the door frame and looked inside. Her view had been immediately obscured by a shambling corpse within a foot of the room, its back to her. She covered her mouth with her forearm to keep from gasping in surprise and did her best to look past the ghoul, realizing she could see at least three others a few feet further. Dani retreated around the doorway and shoved the sleeve of her hoodie even deeper into her face, muffling her panicked breathing as best she could. She listened intently for any change to the ghouls’ movement, but she’d apparently gone unnoticed. There would be no guarantee of that if she tried to cross. There was one thing to do, and if she fucked up, things would be even worse for her and the kid.

With a sharp breath, she stepped into the doorway and kicked the ghoul in the small of the back, sending it stumbling forward just as the other ghouls in the room, seven by her quick count, shrieked and shuddered upon noticing her. She looked to the door and was surprised by what seemed to be a belt tied to the handle. She grabbed the handle at the belt knot and pulled the door shut as she stumbled backward out of the room, sealing it with a click. She continued stumbling backward until she fell against the opposite door, rattling the frame and the glass window next to it. She scrambled to her feet in a panic and then stopped to take a deep breath between the two rooms. The ghouls in the newly closed room pressed themselves against the glass, clearly aware of her. She could swear she heard the strain of the glass under their weight and clumsy slaps. Taking in the whole space, now, the room was a conference room, as she thought, but the number of ghouls did not line up with her admittedly hurried count a second ago. 

She looked into the room behind her, and seeing nothing, was content to move her back to it to take in more of the chamber of horrors she had just closed off. When she had counted, she had just seen bodies and assumed they were the living dead, but now it was clear there were only four of them, with three other corpses in the room – eerily still. Why they had not been turned or consumed was a mystery, but as Dani took in the state of the room, past the writhing clamor of the ghouls against the glass, she saw the room for what it had been: a triage space. It was hard to make out explicit detail between ghouls sliding along the glass, following her motion, but she did see three bodies on the large central table, each covered slightly, with no sign of blood or tampering by the ghouls. It was almost as though the bodies served no interest to them. Nothing made sense anymore, but this seemed to irritate her in particular. Bob had mentioned he’d taken time to observe them, but if they really wanted to understand what they were up against, they’d need to study them. Jimmy agreed with him. But Dani always said that she would just rather kill them off. But it looked like Bob and Jimmy had a point. Maybe there was something up with the bodies that they seemingly hadn’t touched? As Bob had said, “know your enemy.”

As Dani scanned the room for whatever clues were left in such a state, she picked up on something she had not noticed earlier – something large beneath the conference table. She squatted slightly to get a better view of what it was, and she jumped when she saw a ghoul seemingly staring directly at her from under the table. But she could only catch glances because of the tangle of bodies in front of her. She wondered if there was a way to get a better view, and on a whim, she tapped at the door to the side. Sure enough, the four standing ghouls clustered toward the door as Dani held still. She managed to divert them. She slowly crouched down, careful of any sudden moment, eager to get a clearer view beneath the table. As she did so, she studied the ghoul beneath, which wasn’t so much a single ghoul, but a tangle of three or four. Just how many bodies did they shove into this room, she wondered.

It would be hard for her to explain what exactly she was seeing back at camp. There was a central ghoul below the table that seemed to be aware of her presence, staring at her, accusingly. She appeared to be a small woman, and due to decomposition, Dani could not guess at her age – she could have been a teenager, Dani guessed, but there was no way of ever knowing. Besides the disturbing awareness present in her gaze, however, was the fact that three ghouls below the table had her in a sort of embrace. Dani had to count the arms to be sure. The other ghouls seemed to press their bodies into the girl, wrapping her in their spindly arms, shielding her, shying her away from some harm Dani wasn’t sure they could comprehend. It reminded her of sparing someone from the cold, like in a survival movie.

The whole time Dani observed, the ghoulish girl did not take her eyes off her. Periodically, the jaw would shift, and it seemed like the ghoul would murmur in silence. It was the most uncomfortable thing Dani had ever experienced, and she found herself overwhelmed, wretching against the glass. After a few agonizing moments, she wiped the vomit from her mouth on a sleeve – the ghoul hadn’t stopped staring once.

A sudden burst of noise back from where she had entered – she thought – caught her off guard, and she turned to focus on the sound of the clatter and a series of hollow moans. Perhaps one of the ghouls had knocked something loose from the barricade, or even spilled over a desk onto the floor.

She didn’t want to look back in the conference room and the staring ghoul, but some force – a morbid curiosity, perhaps – compelled her to do so. As she shifted her eyes back to beneath the desk, she was alarmed to see the ghoul had retreated further back, and the embrace of the others tightened and obscured her form, except for her gaunt, blank face – her eyes still staring intently at Dani.

Dani scrambled to her feet, terrified, and made her way down the hall past the window, pressing her shoulder against the wall. She felt the world around her spinning violently.

“What the fuck was that?” She gasped. “Jesus. What?”

As she waited to see if the world would stop spinning, like the New Year’s quake weeks ago, she tried to pick a point in the office window across from her, first at a mobile whiteboard with frantic notes, and then began staring at something on a desk. As her senses began to return, she noticed various tools – pliers, scalpels, and other things; she thought of the contents of a doctor’s bag. And then she saw a human head in a pan, jaw moving slightly, dead eyes staring toward nothing.

Dani couldn’t help but yelp.

Her eyes darted, wary of any movement or reaction to her loss of control. There was a seeming response further to her left, down the hall – a moan, but not much beyond. To her right, where the clatter had been, there was the sound of a cluster of hollow exhalations. As she slowed her breathing as best she could, hoping to calm herself, she noticed the door to the office with the severed head. On it as well was a belt tied to the handle, and across the floor, something she’d overlooked with everything going on, were a few other belts. They had been tied from handle to handle as an added measure to keep the doors shut. It seemed that the idea was that some lucky ghoul would not be able to open the door by accident. Dani considered the girl within. She wondered if this group had observed something more alarming.

But the line had been severed. Dani wasn’t sure what it all meant, but a dark thought crossed her mind. Maybe the belt had only recently been severed by the kid, a trap for his pursuer, a trap for her. She wasn’t going to let that theory stop her. She’d club the kid upside the head and drag him back if she had to. There were the living and dead, and from what she had witnessed, precious few of the living.

More clattering from where she had been drove her to her feet. Dani stabilized herself against the drywall and, taking a moment to steel herself, pressed forward, wary of any sound from the kid. Wary of a gunshot. Ahead were two doors on either side, along with the chained-up fire exit. One door had been shut, but the other was open, which led to a breakroom and kitchenette. She didn’t bother with the shut door and kept low as she crossed the frame of the open room; on the counter near a microwave was a carcass – bone and gristle stripped of usable flesh. Dani did not want to dwell on the sight. She took a step back, out of the room, back into the hall. She’d seen enough, including the other doorway; the space would come into view as she rounded the corner of the hallway.

The sound of hushed breathing hit her ears as she approached the corner. Someone was winded and doing their best to keep their breathing muffled. But neither her nor the child had any illusions of successful stealth at this point, as she saw it. Her back to the wall, just at the corner, she held back from peeking around. The boy was near.

Dani tried to keep her voice low, calm, and sweet. “I’m not going-”

There was a small yelp, followed by a wild shot that echoed through the district office and tunneled into the drywall near the fire escape. Moans echoed within the building from dark, unexplored spaces.

“I’m not going to hurt you. Please, we have a safe place, right across the street. I can take you there. Nobody is mad about you shooting our friend. It was a mistake. What’s your name?”

She realized how hurried that had come out as she finished speaking – her attempt at being a soothing presence had given way to panic in the moment. She hoped desperately as she waited in silence, wound tight against the wall.

Dani waited patiently, despite the sound of motion around the corner and increasing sounds from near the atrium.

“They’re gone,” the kid responded, his voice cracked and parched. She wondered when he had last had water.

“I know, Edgar, the big guy, he saw them hurt each other. He tried to stop it. Maybe you saw that and thought he hurt them. He’s a good man. I swear. Please. What is your name?”

Another pause. More noises in the distance. Sniffling and restraining tears.

“Tyler.”

“Tyler, good. I’m Danielle, but my friends call me Dani. If I come around the corner, are you going to hurt me?”

“No.”

“I’m trusting you, Tyler. I want us both to get out of her together. Do you want some food? We can get you food. We’re right across the street. We need to go soon, I think those things are getting in.”

“There’s a door out. I won’t shoot,” he added. There was a quaver in his voice, an uncertainty that Dani could not read.

“Tyler, I am going to come around the corner, now, okay? I am going to trust you, and I hope you can trust me.”

“O-okay.”

Moment of truth, Dani thought. She rounded the corner and stopped, squatting slightly, setting the poker down on the tile floor.

Tyler was young, maybe ten. He was thin – half-starved – based on the fit of the clothes that hung off him. He wore a black shirt with cartoon monsters from a Nickelodeon cartoon, and his jeans were bunched up around his Nikes. He looked worn, and his clothes looked like they had been on him for weeks, maybe since this started. His arms hung slack, and in his right hand was the pistol he’d clipped Edgar with.

On his left forearm was a bloody gash, and in that moment, Dani’s heart sank.

There was something in the bites. She learned that with Stephen and Julie, hadn’t she? Everyone back at camp had a story about bites. Whatever this plague, disease, or virus actually was had been connected to the bites. Maybe it was a sickness or an infection. Maybe fluids. But there were bites or scratches. Always.

“Sweetie, what happened to your arm, there?”

Tyler looked down, seemingly surprised at what he saw. “I think when I was trying to close the trailer outside, one of the people bit me, but I don’t feel it.”

Dani kept staring at the wound, and Tyler stood there, awkward and frightened. She was desperate enough to ignore it. They weren’t sure it was the bites – not really. But everyone else at camp…

Dani glanced at the poker on the floor. Fuck. The grief took her as she looked at the small, half-starved face of the boy named Tyler. His eyes were wide and bloodshot, and he shook – he hadn’t noticed, but Dani did. A fever would eventually take him.

She calmly, or as calmly as she could make it sound, asked a question. “Is that the exit behind you?”

Tyler glanced back and nodded. He looked back at Dani, and a faint smile crossed his lips. “One way. Mom and Dad… we didn’t need to do anything. No handle outside, and those sick people can’t get it. Most of them.”

“Ready to go?” he asked.

Dani swallowed. She crouched down to pick up the fireplace poker. It felt heavier than it had in a long time. She turned her head as she heard noises from behind her. She saw the first of the ghouls step into the large room at the end of the hall. There would be no going back.

Tyler was at the door, ready to push it outward. Dani stepped forward, silently, and Tyler’s expression soured upon seeing the poker in her hand. Dani felt herself fidgeting with it. He turned back to the door, ready to go.

“Tyler. I’m sorry.”

Dani took two huge lurching steps toward him, poker raised for an overhead swing. He turned back in time to see her approach, screamed, and threw his weight against the door, swinging it open and stumbling into the late morning sunlight. He drew the gun as he stumbled back and fired a shot, just hitting the door as it began to swing shut, missing Dani by inches, and she pushed her way through, horrified and frenzied and damned.

Tyler scrambled backward, sobbing, his gun hand shaking. “Stop! Leave me alone!”

As Dani moved to clear the distance between them, a sudden motion from her left caught her off guard, and she watched Tyler’s head cave in – a bloody implosion where his face had once been. Dani froze at the sudden violence. Her ears rang, and the world began to spin again. Her poker slipped from her grasp as she stumbled backward. She looked up at the figure who had swept in with such violence.

Alicia stood, panting, wide-eyed. She held a bloody baseball bat outward and away, shaking, staring down at Tyler’s body. Alicia glanced at Dani, and Dani said nothing, turning her gaze back to Tyler.

Tyler took in a sharp, gagging breath. Soon after, he began to gargle and choke on blood and teeth.

“He had a gun.” Alicia’s voice was distant.

The ringing in Dani’s ears continued as she grabbed the bat from Alicia and began to smash it at Tyler’s broken head.

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Day 25

As Dani passed through the open gate, past the disabled bus, she was confronted with far more ghouls than had been there just minutes ago. She couldn’t be sure there wasn’t another entrance on the distant end of the district campus. The kid’s shots had drawn roving dead toward his presumed position, and Dani began to approach, fireplace poker at the ready.

From what she could tell, the ghouls had begun clustering around the far end of the lot opposite from her, toward a small pair of trailer offices. She couldn’t make out the kid’s position in the area. She had kept herself to a sort of hunched crouch, aiming to make herself less noticeable without sacrificing mobility. She did her best to keep completely silent so as not to alert any of the undead ahead of her. The idea, as far as she had considered any sort of plan at this point, was to get a sense of where exactly the child was. From there, she would alert the ghouls to her position and give him a window to run across the street, where she would meet him afterward. But that all depended on where the child even was, and what his condition was. It wasn’t much of a plan, she would be the first to admit, but she was running on adrenaline and chance.

Dani began to close the gap between her and the stragglers of the pack. By her count, there were twelve of them between herself and the trailers. About eight were immediately surrounding the rightmost trailer from her perspective, clawing and slapping at the siding with discolored, wet hands and broken fingertips. That left four of them that were slowly lumbering toward the rest of the group. They were being drawn, but it wasn’t clear how it all worked.

But what it told her is that the kid was likely in that trailer. That meant he could be safe, but he just as easily might have accidentally let one in, and he was now dead, or even undead. It was a box of suck she was hesitant to open, but if there was a chance she could help him, she had to. These past couple of weeks of fear and sadness, of not being able to do enough for Julie, her neighbor. She had heard the struggle next door and did not intervene. She sat in fear in her apartment as Julie and her boyfriend suffered, died, and returned as inhuman things.

And Dani sat there. Alone. Afraid. Was it possible she could have helped? She didn’t know. She never would, not really. But fuck, she could have tried. 

She could have tried.

Dani kept her even pace and approached the back of the closest ghoul. It had not noticed her, still slowly stumbling toward the trailer. She looked the ghoul over and noticed it had been hobbled. The foot had bent in completely sideways at the ankle, and each step ground down the ankle more and more.  As the ankle raised from the ground, blood and bits of flesh would sluice off in ribbons, attached and tearing off from the asphalt. The foot was less a foot now and more a foot-like hunk of flesh, flopping uselessly every time the ankle hit the asphalt.

She rolled the fireplace poker in her hand, swung her arm outward, and swung in, aiming the hooked end right above the top of the torn ear of the ghoul with the ground-down ankle. The poker connected with an audible crunch as the ghoul lifted off the ground, collapsing onto its side with a thump on the asphalt. The impact point, covered in closely cropped brown hair, began to leak brownish blood, and small chips of bone carried by the pooling of blood slipped through thin, broken skin.

The ghoul was thrashing violently. Was it in pain? Was it just some rudimentary nervous system response?

It didn’t matter, really. The ghoul began to moan, but Dani thwacked it twice more in the same spot, leaving a sizable crater in the side of the skull. After the first hit, the ghoul had stopped thrashing. But the second hit made the body shudder slightly, and she thought for a second that maybe it wasn’t quite gone as it twitched.

The closest ghoul had apparently heard nothing and continued moving forward. It piled into the crowd, reaching and grasping between the tangle of bodies, trying to find some kind of hold on the trailer.

The sound was maddening. The strange, airy moans punctuated by pounding and scratching of the siding – relentless with no pattern. An hour of hearing that from inside the trailer would drive anyone crazy. She had to get him out.

Dani crouched and tried to listen for another sound. She wasn’t sure what she wanted to hear from the kid. IF he was smart, he was quiet. Maybe she wanted to hear him scream or cry, just as a sign he was still kicking. Something that justified what she was about to do. But there was nothing but the chaotic cacophony of the risen dead against the box that held something they wanted.

Dani sighed as she rose from her crouch. She glanced behind her and took several paces back. One thing she had learned about herself in the days since she had settled in at the storage yard was that she was dogshit with guns. Bob had told her as much. But she didn’t have to be good here, just distracting.

She slipped the poker into the pseudo-holster she’d made on her belt. It was a temporary solution and wasn’t designed for anything beyond brute-force functionality. It was just meant to give her a free hand without setting the poker down. As far as she was concerned, it would be best to have a hand on it at all times. The solution was simple: a slit in the belt wide enough for the hooked end of the poker to slip through, but not open enough for the handle to slip through easily.

She unshouldered Bob’s rifle and aimed. Her hands were shaking in her agitation and hurry, and she had to pause. She inhaled and exhaled slowly, feeling more control flow into her grasp. She did her best to line up a shot, and much to her surprise, when she pulled the trigger, she had dropped one of the ghouls instantly, watching a puff of gross spray emerge from the back of the head out of a flap of flesh and bone. The ghoul collapsed so fast it took her a moment to take in the luck here. Of course, Bob didn’t see that one.

But the noise, bright and sharp against the dull moans, hoarse groans, scratches, and slaps, did what it was meant to do, and now the ghouls had begun to turn toward Dani – their attention no longer on the potential prize within the trailer.

Dani took a breath and looked down the sights. She had lined up a shot and fired just as the ghoul had tripped over the recently fallen companion. The ghoul hit the ground hard, and the bullet hit the trailer.

“Shit! Sorry!”

She paused and took a breath. She lined up another shot as the ghoul on the ground struggled to find some footing. It had tripped in her direction, and its crown was mercifully pointed right at her. She fired – another puff of gore, and then a collapse.

The remaining ghouls were well aware of her presence and seemed to pick up their pace, reaching toward her. Their gaits were still stiff and mostly lumbering, but there was a frenzy to it. It was an urgency she had only seen in apparent excitement, a burst of energy as their target was in reach. Nine rotting killers were converging on her, but that’s what she wanted, as fucked as that notion was. They were clearing away from the trailer.

“Kid, if you’re in there, I’m clearing a path! Run!”

She did her best to listen for something from inside the trailer over the gargles and moans of the approaching undead, but it was too much to filter through. She took another couple of steps back and lined up a shot on one of the two closest to her position. This ghoul had once been a young man, maybe a teenager. His left arm was broken, and she wasn’t sure if it was something he’d had before he turned or not. It was impossible not to think of what they once were. As much as she wanted to see them as monsters, she kept finding herself sucked into the speculation of it all. 

She pulled the trigger.

Whoever they once were was gone, and their shadow now, too. It was the only thing she and the others could do for them now.

As the ghoul fell forward onto the asphalt, another chorus of wheezing gasps erupted from the companions. For the slightest second, Dani wondered if they were shocked or mourning their fallen companion. She shook her head, shoving that thought as far back as she could, not willing to entertain the notion. It was just the frenzy.

As she began to aim again, the trailer door swung open and slammed into the railing of the access ramp with a clang. The kid emerged, a boy. He couldn’t have been older than twelve. She locked eyes with him – it was hard not to – they were so wide and white, contrasting with dirty and bloodied skin. The kid was a mess, and she had no idea what his condition was besides alive, and for now, that was all that mattered. She did her best to smile at him, an attempt to put him at ease, but a pair of the ghouls had already begun to turn toward his position, alerted to the sound of the door. Breathless shrieks erupted, and she watched their bodies shudder as they caught on to the kid’s presence. The kid scanned the ghouls nervously, his gaze rapidly shifting between them and the stranger with a gun.

“Run to the storage place across the street, you’ll be safe! We’re safe!”

The boy said nothing as he bolted. He swung down beneath the railing and dodged the two ghouls. He began to run from them as fast as he could despite obvious exhaustion. Dani began to follow, but his path seemed strange, as though he was running from her.

“Head right, out that entrance! Near that bus!”

“Leave me alone! Go away!”

Dani skid-stopped as she saw the kid run into the trashed entrance of the district building. She watched him climb over stacked desks and shelves, into the darkness of the building.

“Shit.” She groaned.

The kid was frightened of her. It was understandable why; companions gone, ghouls everywhere, and a pursuing stranger who had been coming directly for him. From what Edgar had said, the kid seemed to think Edgar had killed the others. How could he not think she was here to finish the job?

Dani glanced behind her, back toward the trailers. The nearest of the remaining ghouls was a good thirty feet away from her position, but that, she figured, was close enough for them to see her enter the building. They might struggle with the pile of office furniture in the doorway, but that was in no way an impenetrable barrier. The darkened entrance made her nervous. She’d be entering a dark place, with no sense of the layout, pursuing ghouls, and a scared kid with a gun. It was hard not to spiral out, thinking of all the bad things that could happen. But he was just a kid, and he needed the help.

Dani’s cuts on the top of her thigh began to throb, and she rubbed at them with the butt of Bob’s rifle. She thought back to Julie and her boyfriend in the apartment next door. Dani could have reached out earlier or been proactive. She knew that.

It was like a damn breaking. Steven. His name was Steven. Why had she forgotten? She knew. She knew the whole time. Steven and Julie. She’d known him well enough to fuck him once, when Julie was at work. She wasn’t sure who had initiated it, nor did it matter. It had happened once. Nothing about that mattered now. All she knew now was she’d pushed his name away in guilt and shame. She’d displaced the tangle of that life and cut and tied around it, like an old net with some shitty repairs just to wring out a little more life from something that didn’t need to eb around anymore. But the damage was still there. 

Steven had volunteered to check the neighboring apartments for some food for the three of them. Dani could have gone too. But it was too awkward, knowing what she had done with Steven. And poor, cute Julie, not knowing what had happened. So he went by himself, climbing down from the demolished stairs. And she and Julie pretended to be good neighbors in the apocalypse, making idle chatter as Dani kept a secret from before the world ended. And then Steven came back, a bite on his arm, and they all thought it was so strange that these sick people were biting one another. It had been nearly two weeks of lockdown. They laughed it off and split their share of the food he’d brought back. She could have helped him gather it, even if she’d fucked him once, and it would have been awkward to be around him.

Dani hadn’t mentioned the broadcast to them the next day – they’d been so limited and so low quality, most had been nothing of note. She was sure it was some doomsday jockey ranting into his private radio. But the man, whomever he was, warned about the bites. The broadcast was less than a minute, but it was so important. She listened to it and then said nothing. The pain of being around them with what she did before, it didn’t matter, but it also did, then, and Dani said nothing, staying in her apartment. She locked herself away as she heard panic and fighting through the dryway behind her couch, listening to Julie’s updates on Steven.

“He’s not looking good. His breathing is laboured. I’m scared. Dani, help.” All the markers of the infection were behind the drywall. And yet the shame was too much. Dani sat by herself, knowing deep down what she was hearing and what it meant. And in time, Steven turned. Then Julie turned. And Dani was alone.

One of her cuts had opened again, and she felt warm and sticky blood seep from the broken skin. She glanced down, seeing the small red blotches spreading on her blue jeans.

The ghouls behind her were clearing the distance. Ahead was the entrance to that district office. Inside was the scared kid who shot big Edgar. 

The rifle’s weight was reassuring, and for a moment, she entertained the thought of turning the gun around on herself. The world was hard enough before it fell apart. She considered checking out back then – what kept her going now? She waited for an answer to emerge. Some sign that there was a reason to keep at any of this. All she received was a stench on the wind, of death and smoke, and the caws of crows.

The wind also carried the coolness of the January air, and she felt a chill. Maybe it was warmer inside the district office?

She sighed, shouldered the rifle, and drew the fireplace poker from the slit in her belt. She marched to the entrance and began to climb into the dark.

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Day 25

Bob had scarcely picked up his rifle, which he had leaning by the side of the RV door, when he noticed that Dani had already cleared the parked car and was in the outer lot, running toward the commotion.

“Dani! Fuck, wait for me!”

Bob was still a pretty spry man, given he was mid-60s, but he felt the years catching up the moment he had begun to climb over the hood and past the open gate; he could not scramble or crawl, and instead belly-dragged himself slowly across the cadillac, losing momentum in the pause to pivot so he could throw his legs over the other side of the car, escaping the makeshift barricade. Dani, in her youthful fucking exhuberance, pressed on, leaving him behind. Goddamn kid.

By the time Bob’s sneakers hit the asphalt again, a pair of ghouls had already emerged from around the corner of the front office building and had taken notice. The closest one moaned out of a slackened jaw; the jaw hung limply, not due to death, but rather it was only tethered in position by a few strings of cheek muscle holding it aloft along the right side of the ghoul’s face. It couldn’t be helped, as Bob watched the ghoul emerge and approach, he watched the jaw dangle like a cat’s toy on a string – possibly at any second, tearing completely, leaving a limp mandible swaying. The ghoul, who was nude from the waist down, no longer appeared to have genitals that Bob could identify. He shuddered at the sight of the dark brown gash of rotting meat that had dripped dark fluid that ran down thin, bare legs.

The other ghoul, by comparison, appeared untouched beyond some superficial rot. That was until its outstretched grasp revealed a hand torn down the center, down to the wrist, between the middle and ring fingers. It was like the poor woman’s hand had been the Thanksgiving wishbone, greedily tugged at by overzealous children. Two loose fingers and a chunk of the rest of the hand hung off the palm loosely, almost unmoving beyond the bounce of motion. The other three fingers wiggled wildly at Bob’s presence.

Dani was out of sight completely by now. Bob’s lungs were itching. There wasn’t a fire in them yet.

Bob drew his rifle into position, something instinctual, a muscle memory still very much sharpened from three decades of living with wholesale slaughter. He never believed in the cause, but he did his duty. Everything expected of him. Everything. 

His reward was shitty lungs and a skull full of bad thoughts. From Viet Cong to the living dead; more faces for haunting the quiet hours.

But he tried not to dwell on them.

The first shot was perfect; the round drilled into the temple of the closest ghoul as it wobbled-walked on unsteady feet, swaying in wide arcs. The ghoul had dropped instantly, and its companion, the woman with the split hand, had not acknowledged its fall, still pushing forward. The ring and pinky fingers, along with their respective fleshy metacarpals, continued to bounce passively.

He couldn’t stand to see the things. He drew his rifle again, just as the ghoul approached the remains of its companion. Not looking, she took a wrong step and collapsed right onto the parking space in front of the body. Bob watched silently as the ghoul fell on an outstretched arm and watched it break. The arm did not reduce the impact, as the ghoul smashed face-first into oil-stained asphalt – a crunch and pooling of blood marking the violence.

And yet, the ghoul stirred. Bob didn’t know if these things could be disoriented, but it had trouble getting up. It may have been more from the broken arm not bearing weight, but he wondered if the dead could also be rattled like he could after a fall.

But, he supposed, it didn’t really matter. He began approaching the commotion, hip-firing into the ghoul’s skull, and making his way to where Dani had run off to. He scratched at the center of his chest – the itch was still there. Always there.

As he walked, Jimmy jogged up from behind him, a golf putter in hand; Jimmy only hung around for a moment to confirm where the commotion was, and sped past.

“I’m not that old,” Bob muttered. He started to jog, eyes darting around, wary of movement. 

He caught up with them. Dani and Jimmy had settled into crouches, covering Edgar, who was on the ground, belly-down, wrenched back, trying to apply some sort of pressure to the back of his leg. It looked to be near the knee.

“Bob, watch out! Someone has a gun!” Dani shouted.

Bob ducked down just off to the side of a thinning brown hedge that ran along the metal-barred gate that encircled whatever this school district building was. Any ghouls on the street outside were a good distance away, and none had managed to wander over toward the storage yard’s gate. Even then, the parked car would provide an obstacle, but Bob wondered if maybe he should have stayed there and held down the entrance for the return of the youngsters.

“IT WAS A FUCKING KID. A GODDAMN KID SHOT ME.”

Bob whirled around. He hadn’t heard that high of a tone out of Edgar and was caught off guard, more so by the delivery than the words themselves.

“What do you mean you were shot by a kid?” Jimmy asked.

A shot rang out and hit the bus. Everyone flinched. It was a wild shot, but in their direction. The kid must have had some training – most panic fire came off in bursts. This was a single shot, and while the shot was off the mark, it was not quite off the mark. The bus was covering Bob and the others.

“That little fuck shot me as I was trying to get away from all those dead shits. There was some kind of fight that broke ou-OWWW!”

Edgar stared at Dani, who was checking his leg by unflexing it to get a better sense of the wound. 

“Sorry,” she said. She pulled his leg back further and gingerly felt around the injury. “Bob?”

“Looks like a .22,” he added. Could have been much worse, he thought.

Dani continued. “They missed your knee, thank god, this is just at the top of the calf. Looks like it hurts.”

“IT FUCKING HURTS,” Edgar shouted. “I got clipped by a fucking fifth grader.”

Bob chimed in. “You said you were running from the dead – where is the kid?”

“Still back there, I didn’t get a good look at him,” Edgar grunted. “I saw three people spill out of a building trying to kill one another, and they got overrun. He must have been with that group. Maybe he thought I killed them or something?”

He paused.

“I… put them down after they’d been attacked. They weren’t gonna make it. She… one of them, her face had been bashed in, and she was drowning in her own blood. I couldn’t…” Edgar stopped as Jimmy gripped his shoulder.

Bob nodded at Edgar, and he kept his expression flat. “Makes sense. Though maybe the kid didn’t understand it. You did what you could to help.”

Dani, still crouched, duck-walked toward the front of the bus. Bob watched her take a couple of quick breaths and glance past the front before he could tell her no.

After a couple of seconds, she pulled back, and then the sound of another shot followed. Another hit to the bus.

“Goddamn it, Danielle.”

Again, the kid appeared to be a good shot. Whomever he had been with had taught him some trigger discipline.

“I don’t see him, but there are a lot of dead things moving toward a spot. I think he might get overrun if we don’t help him.”

Bob said nothing, still thinking about the kid’s aim. Jimmy and Edgar were trying to get Edgar to his feet. Jimmy was having a tough go of it due to Edgar’s heft.

“Guys, that kid is going to get overrun. We need to-”

Jimmy cut Dani off. “We need to get Edgar back to safety first and figure out a plan. We need to remove the bullet.”

“I can get back myself,” Edgar added. He was sweating, doing as much as he could to not put so much weight on Jimmy, but it wouldn’t last. Bob could see the man was tapped out. He was big and strong, but now he came off as helpless.

“Danielle, Dani. We need to get Edgar looked at. We can regroup there and figure something out,” Bob added.

Dani looked up at Bob, who had already risen to his feet, hunched just behind the hedge. He looked back at her, trying to convey that he understood her thinking. And he did, but the kid was too accurate a shot to do this safely with an injured man.

“It’s just a kid,” she pleaded.

“With a goddamn gun,” Edgar added.  Bob sensed the bitter tone. “He’s in a panic, and you’re gonna get shot if you approach him.”

Bob took a couple of steps toward her. “I don’t like it either, Dani, but we need to get out of here. The kid has a gun and a chance. We need to get Edgar to safety and not risk this injury getting worse. We’re not trading a man for the chance of a kid. We care for our own.”

The itching in his chest had grown more intense. He felt the start of a cough but stifled it by clearing his throat.

“I can go by myself,” she pleaded.

“Goddamn it. Dani, it’s gonna take all of us to get Edgar out of here. He’s too big for just Jimmy to support him, and we need someone on point for the way back.”

Edgar chuckled, out of breath. “Fuck you, Bob.”

Bob flipped Edgar off and flashed the man a smile. Edgar nodded. He was still sweating but seemed to be less panicked.

Dani said nothing, turning from the men, staring toward the front of the bus. Bob wondered if she was planning a path and if she would bolt forward. He hoped not. She sighed. She turned back, clearly pissed.

“Shit. Alright, let’s get this done.” She swept over to Edgar’s left and positioned herself under his armpit, bearing as much of his weight as she could, and Jimmy focused on the side with the wounded leg.

“Bob, keep the path clear,” Jimmy said.

Bob, still hunched, moved into the street and straightened his back, rifle drawn. His chest began to burn; the stifled cough was seeking its vengeance. 

As he could make out, there were three ghouls on North Lyon, two coming up from South Lyon. He took up a position in the middle of the street and aimed at the closest of the northern group. He glanced back at the storage yard, wary of motion outside of the rest of his unit.

A sudden coughing fit sent his shot veering off into the top of the ghoul’s chest, sending it stumbling back a step or two, but otherwise did not cut the momentum.

“Shit,” Bob continued coughing. “Move!”

He did his best to suppress the cough as Dani and Jimmy, supporting Edgar, came up behind him. With them behind, he was free to shoot again. This time, his mark was felled, and he watched the ghoul collapse onto the street. The two companions noticed nothing about their third, only moaning as they became aware of Bob’s position. They were still a distance off, far enough that there would be time to get to the gate. It was better to be reactive than aggressive, here.

He also hoped that maybe his shot had alerted the ghouls across the street. He hadn’t heard anything there. Maybe the kid had managed to run in the moment.

He turned to see Dani and Jimmy struggle under the weight of Edgar’s body on their own from his one-legged hops, like they were stakes to be driven into the asphalt. Both of them were puffing nearly as much as Edgar was.

He whirled south and observed that the other two ghouls had cleared the distance surprisingly fast. He took a few steps back, following his companions, observing them. They didn’t seem that fast – he wasn’t sure how they’d gotten so close.

His chest still burned, but the cough had seemed to clear out most of the tension. He wanted desperately to rub his chest, to soothe it as best he could, but he didn’t loosen his grip on the rifle.

As Bob and the others made their way into the small outer lot of the Storage Yard, he took point again, waiting for Edgar to crawl over the hood of the car.

Sure enough, the pair from the south rounded past the fence. They looked “fresher” for lack of a better term, and he wondered how recently they had been living people. Their bodies were still fleshy, and there was no sign of bones just beneath the skin being drawn too tight.

One ghoul’s neck had jagged tears, and the blood was not merely a brown stain, but looked tacky. Maybe a couple of hours old. The other ghoul had a similar, tacky stain around its mouth. Where had this drama played out?

But that was a question for another time.

Bob held his breath, lungs burning. He fired off a shot, hitting the ghoul with the neck injury in the throat. He swore under his breath, took aim, and fired again, this time sending the ghoul reeling back, red blood arcing as it fell back.

Edgar had managed to slide off the hood of the Cadillac and collapsed within the safety of the storage yard. Bob glanced over his shoulder as he watched Sandy march up to the man, simply staring from a yard away from him. He turned back to the ghouls as Jimmy began scrambling over the hood.

“Fuck, Sandy, go grab our aid kit,” Jimmy shouted.

Bob steeled himself as Dani approached and stood next to him. He took aim and fired, dropping the second of the South Lyon ghouls. He began to cough again.

Dani placed her hand on the rifle.

“Got two more coming from the north,” he said.

“Bob, you need to get over the car. It’ll take you longer. I can handle this.”

“Take me longer?”

Dani said nothing, glancing away from Bob, awkwardly. She didn’t want to say it. 

“How old do you think I am?” he pressed.

“Eighty?”

Bob began coughing again, and he tugged back the rifle. “I’m 64, kid. I’m not that fucking old.”

“Just get inside.” She snatched the rifle from him. “You’ve been coughing. Go. I’ve got them.”

Bob sputtered between coughs, “Alright, but you follow right after, got it?”

Dani nodded and took a firing stance.

“‘Eighty’ my ass,” Bob muttered as he approached the gate. He glanced back to see the first of the two North Lyon ghouls round the corner of the storage office.

Bob began to climb the hood of the car and belly crawl back into the yard. As he slid over, he watched Alicia approach, carrying a duffel bag. In the distance, he saw Sandy wheeling around in a golf cart, heading toward the RV where Mary and Alicia had been staying.

“I’ve got the bag, Jimmy, here!” Alicia tossed the bag toward the front of the car. Jimmy caught it and unzipped it, dipping into the supplies with what appeared to be a practiced hand. Alicia continued speaking as she jogged toward them. “Ms. Gunderson is picking up my mom. She used to work at a clinic. She can help!”

Alicia came to a stop in front of Bob and stared down at Edgar, who was on his side, breathing heavily. His brow was furrowed; he was concentrating on anything but his injury.

“Face down, bitch,” Jimmy told him. Edgar glanced back at him and grunted, doing what he was told. He lay on his stomach.

“Alicia, help me down.” Bob outstretched his arm, and she took it, helping guide him off the Cadillac. His feet had clipped Edgar in the head during the dismount.

“Cuídate, estúpido,” Edgar muttered.

“Cállate,” Bob added, winded. His chest was still hurting. He was breathing fire.

Alicia stared out the gate, toward where Bob had left Dani. “Holy shit.”

Bob glanced up over the hood of the car and saw Dani, standing over two crumbled ghouls. She hadn’t fired a shot. She had just finished dislodging her fireplace poker from the skull of one of them, with the rifle strapped over her shoulder. The poker’s hooked end was caked in gore, and the ghouls at her feet looked as though their heads had been bashed in, and the asphalt was covered in a browning slurry with spacklings of white and grey.

“Jesus, kid.”

A distant shot rang out. It had to be the kid again. He was on his own for sure, now. Still measured, still dangerous.

Dani looked toward the direction of the sound – across the street. She looked back at Bob, her eyes wide. Her mouth had been drawn tight. 

Bob remembered that look from Quý on a joint patrol along the Song Gu Via in ‘71. He’d heard a distress call and walked into a trap, quite literally. Bob had never seen a man skewered so thoroughly.

“Don’t you fucking dare, Dani!” Bob shouted.

Dani said nothing. She whirled away from the gate and ran off, toward the sound of the gunshot.

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Day 25

The worst part of the morning for everyone at the camp was the morning constitutional. Unfortunately, with no running water or indoor plumbing, the bathroom arrangement was a horrid shock to the system and probably one of the things Dani hated most about the apocalypse.

Aside from the ravenous cannibalistic corpses, of course.

The camp’s bathroom setup was simple enough: the survivors had cleared out one of the units, and some shelving and boxes enclosed the entrance, with some shower curtains strung across for some privacy. From there, everyone would do their business in an individual bucket that they’d have to empty later through a gap in the fencing at the western end of the lot.

It was the return of the chamberpot. Things really had regressed.

The closed curtain with a hanging air freshener on display indicated occupied space. For good measure, Bob had found a “Pawdon My Mess” sign out of some grandmother’s unit and hung it inside the unit. Dani had begun to despise the cloyingly sweet puppy on the placard. Everyone gave one another a wide berth when it came to ‘shit-central’ as Bob had taken to calling it.

Water was rare. Thankfully, sanitizer and toilet paper were comparatively less rare than water. The group had managed well enough, but soon they would need water beyond what they’d scavenged. Nobody had bathed in weeks; it had been at least a month since any rain had crossed the sky, and there was no luck with water catches beyond the promise they would eventually work when the weather would finally be on their side.

Dani stepped out from shit-central, holding the bucket away from her, glancing around. She hated this. Even worse, however, was the makeshift latrine on the other side of the fence, right next to Bob’s trailer. He’d been kind enough to avert his eyes as she approached with the bucket; she disappeared behind a pair of shelves he had set up as a privacy marker.

She drained the bucket down the pipe that drained into the caustic pit. As the shame sluiced through the pipe, landing with an audible plop, she gazed across the street. Thankfully, the lone ghoul she had spied hadn’t seemed to notice her. She watched it stumble aimlessly across the road. The last thing she wanted was a walking dead man falling into a pit of shit. It would be too much to bear.

“The pool chemicals have helped out quite a bit, keeping the rankness down,” Bob said as she stepped out, bucket lighter but no less traumatizing. “I wish we could have dug a bigger latrine, though,” he added.

Dani placed her bucket on the ground behind the shelf and glanced at the old man. “Please never talk to me if you see me using this spot. Please.”

He saluted her and turned his attention back to his book.

“Doesn’t the smell get to you?” She asked.

“It beats the dead.”

He had a point. Maybe.

“Tell you what, though, there is a reason I don’t open the back window of the trailer.”

Bob’s trailer, the one he lived in as the “security” of the storage business, illegally before the end of the world, had been parked against the metal-barred fence to shore up a portion of it. He hadn’t objected to the decision to dig the latrine next to him.

Hell, he helped dig the thing over the course of a day, dodging ghouls and taking shifts with Dani, Jimmy, and Edgar.

“Danielle. You got nothin’ to worry about. I don’t mind being here at this spot. It’s where all my books are.” 

Dani glanced at the bookshelves he had erected for a privacy wall, and sure enough, he seemed to have added to his library, somehow. The shelves rested comfortably beneath the pop-up he designated as a library. 

“Truth be told,” he rose from a salvaged recliner, “I have an idea and could use some help with this situation…” 

Dani reflexively nudged the bucket further back with her foot as he approached.

Bob put his hands on his hips and stared at his feet, a frequent gesture he made when working toward something. Generally, his instincts were good, and she was already intrigued.

“I didn’t find a shed or nothin’ in any of these units. I know it was a long shot, but I had hoped maybe some taxman or someone had bought one and never assembled it. If I had a shed, I could rig us up an actual head.”

“Head?”

Bob laughed.

“Sorry, old habits. Bathroom. I could rig us up a bathroom that can work with that latrine, especially if we dig it further and get some more of those pool chemicals.”

“No more shit-central?”

“Baby girl, we’re talkin’ shit-palace.”

Dani and Bob laughed a bit at this.

“If you can get me something from the Hardware Depot down the road… one of those sheds, I can repurpose that toilet we found last week, the one that was still boxed up.”

Bob paused and coughed a bit. It was deep and rattling, less of a sign of imminent danger or illness and more of his general age.

“Excuse me. I’d also need some pipes and all the plastic bins we can get our hands on, but… well… I think everyone would feel a hell of a lot better, and once the rains kick in, I think we could be doing pretty well for ourselves.”

Dani nodded. “That sounds doable. We’ll see when Edgar gets back about arranging a trip down the road.”

“Edgar is still out?”

“Yeah, scouting that place across the street.”

“He seems like a good guy. I hope he’s being careful.”

“Me, too. Though…”

“If you’re gonna say something about him having that gun on him, I get it, kid. I do. But you gotta also think about it from his perspective. Most of us here know nothing about one another.”

“I know, and you’re right. That’s why I am not making a big deal of it.” Dani reached into her left pocket and pulled out the copy of Dracula. “By the way, the kid is done with Dracula and wants to borrow something else.”

“Oh god, yeah, absolutely. Has she read The Hobbit?”

“How the hell would I know?”

“Well, take it to her.” Bob walked over to the shelving and scanned the rows until he found a small, silver-colored paperback featuring a mist-shrouded mountain on the cover. He handed it to Dani.

“Thanks, I am sure she’ll love it.”

“You know, you can take a book, too. Don’t think I haven’t noticed you only either working or hiding in that Airstream for the past week.”

Dani took that in for a moment, not registering it entirely until she replayed what he had said. She suddenly found herself on the back foot. It was a sudden, uncomfortable shift to be chastised for not reading given the circumstances, but self-consciousness won out, and she wheeled for an excuse. 

“I’ve never been much of a reader.”

“I can’t think of a better time to start. No more Simpsons.”

Dani sighed. “Yeah, okay. What do you recommend?” She paused, then continued, “And if you say anything Amy Tan, I’ll feed you to one of those dead things on the streets.”

“Not a fan?”

“No, just… had a teacher at community college in an English class who kept saying that I was going to love the book, and it was very relatable. Didn’t even understand I was fucking Korean. It was embarrassing.”

“Gotcha.” Bob scanned the shelves and, after a few moments, added, “Okay, well, how about this?”

Dani took the book from Bob. The cover was faded, torn in a corner, and the spine was so cracked that any of the text was now illegible. 

She scanned the cover. “Shane? Is this a western?”

“Yeah, not a fan?”

“Didn’t say that… I used to watch True Grit with my dad. A lot of John Wayne movies, actually. He was obsessed with the guy.”

“Yeah, we talked about The Green Berets a few times. Your dad was – is – a good man.”

“Yeah, pretty sure he is dead, honestly,” she replied, almost reflexively.

They were both silent after that. All that broke that stillness was an occasional caw of a carrion bird. They’d been so active the past few weeks, and it wasn’t pleasant to consider why. 

“Dani, it’s only been a month.”

“And look how bad things are, everyone is dead, in hiding, or is fucking with everyone else. I know my mom and dad. They wouldn’t make it. He was too trusting of everyone.”

“He was a good man.”

“So are you, but you can be a son of a bitch when you need to, Bob. He never could. Mom walked over him. I got away with all sorts of bad shit. I loved him, loved them, but I’m not holding out hope.”

“I’m sorry, kid; you’re probably right, but damn, I don’t like you going there so easily. The minute you’re broken, I think we’re all screwed.”

She took in a sharp, quick breath. How could she tell Bob that she had been broken before the end of the world? She was relieved to have that AirStream with that locking door so that she could just get away from everyone.

Everyone listened to her, spoke to her, but she refused to speak about what was going on in her head. She didn’t like that so many decisions about the camp had fallen to her when she wasn’t even sure she’d have a reason for living in a state of perpetual fear for much longer.

“I’m fine, really,” she replied.

The scars on her thighs throbbed – a brief instant of dull pain that ebbed into a dopamine flow of some sense of control, albeit briefly. She’d started cutting again; it had started up the day when she had to club her undead neighbors to pulp.

“Well, just give the book a try, okay?”

“Sure.” She wasn’t sure if she would.

A sharp burst of static made her jump, and she looked to the walkie-talkie that Bob had set on a box near his chair. Alicia’s voice rang out, “Dani, are you there? My mom’s leg is really hurting again, and I am not sure what to do.”

Dani walked over and picked up the walkie. “Sure thing. I’ll be there in a moment, okay?”

Another crackle, and Sandy’s voice came through: “I thought these were for emergencies?”

Dani couldn’t help herself. “Yes, we’re dealing with an injury, you’re just being annoying. Over and out.”

Bob snorted.

They’d managed to find four of the devices, and they had been very careful about using them. Come to think of it, Dani remembered, the fourth handset was in her trailer.

“I wasn’t aware Alicia had one. Did Edgar ask for one earlier?”

Bob had slumped down into his chair. 

“He didn’t, he said the sound might draw too much attention as he was scouting the place.”

Dani didn’t like that. She had already felt foolish for not using the walkies effectively days ago when Edgar had to make the pied piper run around the block to divert the ghouls. Nobody had remembered that they had them as they waited out the moment, and it was a complete shitshow. Since then, they’d been strategic about who had them… mostly. Sandy protested not having one, so she was ostensibly a “scout” in the second-story apartment above the office.

“He should have taken one. He could have taken mine.”

“Hey, I told him to grab one, and he said he wouldn’t want to risk it.”

“Fuck.”

“Yep.”

Dani shook her head and began to walk toward the back of the yard. Still a shitshow. A shitshow she had been seemingly pushed into managing. She felt lacking.

As though it were a reminder, the couple of spots on her thigh throbbed again. She embraced the pain, briefly, until the sound of three sudden pops in the air caught her attention. Gunfire.

She had turned and seen Bob scramble to his feet, craning his neck to look through holes in the fencing to get an idea of what had happened. Dani jogged up.

“Across the street,” he said. “Sounded like gunshots, right?”

The sounds had erupted across the street where Edgar had been scouting.

“Sounds like he might have found somethin’, Danielle.”

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Last year, I produced a run of three strips for an anthology from the team behind the former Haunted MTL. Consider them a pilot. Since the book has been out a while, it feels like now is a good time to share the comics and make a little proposal.

Thorn By My Side: The Test Comics

So, let me pitch something, shall I? Here are the three comics. They were completed in January of last year.

Alright, so take a moment and see if you like them. While you do that, let me explain a little bit about the concept.

You’ve probably seen several drawings of Briar, who is one of the two leads of Thorn By My Side, especially if you’ve been following me on social media for a while. They are showing up n the sketchbook a lot. You may have also seen a decidedly spicier Briar drawing as well. You have also seen Thorn, the goblin, at least a couple of times. I’ve been noodling around with the characters and trying to find a style for them. Looking at these test comics, I already see some stuff I might change. But they exist as a thing you can look at now and that is important.

The Concept

The concept of the comic is a simple one: Briar is a girl-failure millennial who struggles with anxiety, work, and her not-so-social life. Her case is pronounced enough that she has been assigned a life coach in the form of an emotional-support cryptid named Thorn, the goblin. Thorn, however, is not very good at his job, nor does he want to be, and he just finds it more fun to enable Briar’s behavior, acting more like a roommate than anything. Of course, only Briar can see Thorn. Maybe it’s all in her addled millennial brain. Or maybe there is quite literally a council of cryptids who try to guide humans toward betterment. We’ll probably find out.

That’s it, that’s the concept. There are, of course, other things involved, some other cast, and some possible stories. The main thing is that this would not be a big story or anything, just a comic strip. The comic is a way for me to process experiences about my generation and explore culture, anxiety, and life through a couple of characters. Relatable gags about life are the key, but with some elements that lean into the overworked, undersexed, awkward Briar and the somewhat sociopathic enabler Thorn. Two neurodivergent folks living together probably make one another worse.

I’ve thought about different kinds of gimmicks and worldbuilding, such as some light lore about cryptids and their relationships to humans. I have also considered ideas like having the characters review things as comics that lean into their obsessions. Hell, I’ve even considered doing NSFW comics as well – the idea of Briar being a failed OnlyFans model has popped up a couple of times. Nothing is set in stone, but people do seem to like Briar, and I am a people pleaser.

Plus, goth girl, so…

Basically, I think there is a lot of opportunity for the comic, but the question is: is there a potential audience there?

So…

So, what do you think? Would you want to see more of this comic? Please comment and let me know what you think about it, and feel free to ask any questions you may have. I’m not committed, yet, but I wouldn’t mind hard questions if you have them.

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You can read the prior chapter here.

Day 25

Edgar had been scouting the school district office for a couple of days now. His shifts at the Kim Family Storage rooftop perch across the street had allowed him to take in the layout and observe the local ghouls and their aimless wanderings.

The entire grounds seemed locked up – all gates had been padlocked shut in a hurry, except for one rolling gate that had nearly been demolished by a school bus that had burst through at some point during the chaos of the first few days of the dead. Now up close to that very same rolling gate, Edgar saw that the bus tires were shredded. Unmistakable brown trails of dried blood marked the dusty yellow surface on the outside and the windows from the inside. Behind one of the brown streaks, there was motion… one of the dead was still wandering around within, seemingly pacing up and down the aisle, content with a small domain.

Despite his size, he had managed to stay low on foot, crouching and crawling between vantage points around the block and always warily shifting his gaze around. When these creatures were not alert and moaning, they ran eerily silent. He had nearly had a close call as he crawled past the front office of the storage yard and did not see a ghoul walk out from between a pair of abandoned sedans in the road. That had been the first day of scouting, and it had rattled him so much that he shouted and alerted a few more in the area. He had fled back to the storage lot for safety, and he and Bob had picked up the trio of stragglers that had followed from behind the safety of the metal gate.

Edgar would not make such a mistake again.

Based on Edgar’s observation, the only point in and out that was walkable was the busted rolling gate, but that area also had a pair of nearby wandering ghouls in addition to the ghoul within the bus.

It was manageable, but what concerned him most were the sounds he had heard from inside the district office, echoing out between the buildings of the district campus. Periodically, there was shouting and the clanging of pipes and slamming doors, punctuated by a series of moans from the ghouls. He hadn’t heard these things until he had begun poking at the perimeter, and even then, it all sounded so faint.

Edgar was unsure of the disposition of the survivors, if he was hearing what he thought he was, but the clamor was great. He was sure it was more unknown people than he was willing to deal with on his own, especially given the incident with the police car. He’d been lucky with Bob and Dani, and lucky again with the new ones, Mary and Alicia. Sooner or later, luck would run out.

The good news was that the patterns the ghouls seemed to follow were aimless but also felt almost regular, as though they would reach some boundary, invisible or not, and reverse course. Today would be the day he would test that and work his way into the district grounds to see what he could find.

There was no rush. He wouldn’t push it. He wasn’t in a hurry to die. He woke up with a start more than once these past few days, remembering the swarm of ghouls clinging to his car a week ago – remembering the back seat of the car and the condition of the woman he was sure he’d known.

Edgar came in low, practically on his hands and knees, following along the side of the bus, out of sight of the closest ghoul ahead. When he was close enough, he squeezed himself under the bus. If it hadn’t been due to consistent starvation, he would have been unable to do that. The most fucked of blessings. He was still the biggest person in the camp, but he felt smaller than he had been before everything changed. 

He shuffled quietly on his belly under the bus and toward the front. Pausing, he watched desiccated feet shuffle back and forth; the sticklike legs were in tattered slacks, and one foot was socked but without a shoe.

He watched the ghoul’s motion until it came close enough. He pulled a small camping hatchet from the back of his pants and grabbed at one of the legs, tugging hard. Instead of dragging it under, the leg snapped off, and the ghoul fell to the ground. Black blood splattered, and Edgar quickly tossed the broken leg away.

“Fuck,” he whispered. He scrambled out from under the bus and grappled the waist and back of the ghoul as it thrashed. With an overhead swing, he brought the blade to the back of the skull with a sickening thwack, cracking the rotting skull open before the ghoul even made a sound. Pausing for a second to see if it was done thrashing, he scrambled to his feet to the other side of the bus, peeking out from the front, wary of any movement.

That hadn’t gone as planned. Edgar glanced down at a bus tire, noticing it was so shredded that it could not be an easy fix. He wondered about possibly replacing it, but realized where he was in relation to the bus. Sure enough, Edgar stood in front of the open door. He crouched and held silent for a moment. The ghoul inside must have been in the back because there was no sign of it.

He took his hatchet and flicked away some blood. He tapped the handle at the first step, crouching against the side of the bus. The wait was agonizingly long for the ghoul to spill forth, enticed by the sound. When the creature arrived, it tripped down the stairs, crumbling into a dusty, rotten heap. Edgar pinned it down on the ground with his knee on its back and gave it a couple of violent thwacks with the blade. All that was left of his handiwork was a oozy dark puddle and rubbery nuggets of brain matter, looking like the world’s worst plate of scrambled eggs.

He glanced around, and the other ghouls who “patrolled” this space had wandered off. There was a gap if he wanted to push.

The facility would take a long time to clear at this rate. With no ghouls in sight, and his exit seemingly opened behind him, he pushed forward, taking a low run toward the first building, which appeared to be the school bus depot.

The building was a small outbuilding combined with what appeared to be a large carport meant for bus maintenance. There was no sign of wanderers, so he ducked into the small office that seemed to operate as a dispatching area. The place was a wreck, but there were no signs of life except for some smears of blood on a table. Peering out of the office, he saw the school buses that occupied the large parking lot. There were three parked in the large lot, and a lone bus in the bay that appeared to be mid-repair. Other buses had been out on the job when the place had gone into lockdown, Edgar figured. But the remaining three were just what he was hoping to find – if they were still operational.

He turned his attention back to the small room. There were a couple of computers on desks, a couple of phones, a small table, and some chairs. Little else, beyond, but he checked behind the desks anyway. He was surprised to catch sight of a minifridge, but then realized what was in there had probably become little more than sludge.

Curiosity won out, however, and he crouched down, opening the door. The scent of rot punched him in the face, nearly knocking him onto his ass, but the sight of a sealed can of cola won out. He snatched the can up and slammed the refrigerator shut, gagging all the while.

After a few moments where he could collect himself, he studied his can of cola. It had picked up a little odor from the fridge’s contents, and he ineffectually attempted to wipe away any grime on his pant leg.

He turned the can over and saw it was a diet soda. He grimaced at the idea of a diet soda, but also realized there wasn’t much of the stuff left in the world in the long run. Sugar was sugar.

He checked the date on the label, and sure enough, it was good. Worried about what the can may have picked up from the condition of the minifridge, Edgar spat on the rim and then whipped the can as cleanly as he could with a corner of his shirt. He cracked the tab and took a sip of the sickeningly sweet cola. Content, he took it down in a couple of huge gulps.

He finished the last sips and set the can beside him. All this time, there had been no sound coming from anywhere outside of the office. He rose to his feet, glanced out the door, and turned his attention to the bus in the bay.

From what he could tell, the tires appeared fine. He saw the engine hatch was open and couldn’t eyeball much regarding the engine’s status right now. He made his way to the side of the bus with the door and nearly shit himself when he saw a body hanging down over the stairs.

If it had been a ghoul, it would have moved – but it was just a body. Was it the driver? Or was he a mechanic? Leaning in, Edgar saw that the man appeared to be neither. He wore what used to be a pale green dress shirt and a tie with brown slacks. The man didn’t strike Edgar as someone who actually had much to do with the maintenance or operation of buses. Based on the computers in the room, Edgar figured that the man had a dispatcher.

What was the story here? Edgar had been thinking a lot about the ghouls and bodies he’d seen, wondering about past lives and final moments. He knew why. That car had rattled him in a way he couldn’t quite explain. Since then, he couldn’t help but consider stories.

The body did not appear to have any major wounds from behind. Curiosity gave way, and Edgar grabbed the shirt at the collar and pulled the corpse from the doorway. He turned the body as best he could, and caught a leathery face frozen in shock and fear. He also saw a screwdriver jammed into the chest.

Edgar’s head spun with theories, but he settled on the story that maybe the dispatcher and the mechanic were fighting about something in the chaos. Maybe the mechanic ended it.

Edgar just wanted things to have some kind of reason.

Edgar plucked the screwdriver free and flicked the gunk from it. It was a longer piece of kit, and he figured it would be worth holding onto. Inside the bus, it was relatively clean, beyond the exposure to open doors and windows.

Yet, there were still no signs of what was wrong with the bus, if anything. The keys were in the ignition, but there was no clear way out without moving the bus from the gate or opening another gate. For now, he’d let this one sit in silence, but took the keys with him. It was lucky that the driver hadn’t taken the keys with him.

Edgar made his way to the closest building, which seemed to be some sort of administrative spot. The lot was dotted with other cars, which might be useful – he clocked each one and added it to the mental inventory he had been taking. He kept his creeping, crouched movements, ducking past wandering dead, and made his way to a glass doorway. 

The doorway itself was in good condition, but he noticed that things had been piled up against it on the other side, serving as a makeshift barricade. He saw some desks, chairs, and boxes. The handles of the doors had been lashed by what looked like a belt and jacket.

The barrier was just about waist-high, and fabric had been strung across to hide anything within, outside of the small slivers of space between the barricade and the fabric. Edgar wasn’t sure if the ghouls could see anything, but he understood the impulse. He’d considered lining the fencing with cardboard back in the storage yard.

Realizing he’d come this far already, Edgar kept out of sight and approached the door, placing his ear to it.

Sure enough, there were voices. 

Raised voices. 

Shouting.

Gunshots.

“Fuck, fuck.” Edgar scrambled away from the door, falling over a couple of times, dashing his way back toward the garage area, keeping as low a profile as possible. It was amazing he hadn’t drawn any ghoulish attention in the scramble so far. 

Sure enough, dreadful moans seemed to echo all around, and the sound of muffled gunfire from inside continued to pick up. He ducked around the corner into one of the bays and watched as shattering glass scattered over the walkway where he had just been, and office furniture and boxes tumbled out with a pair of people.

Edgar watched the two run for their lives, a man and a woman. Both were thin. The man, already bloodied and clutching an arm, seemed to shield the woman’s body. The woman’s shirt was torn, a breast exposed.

A third man spilled out of the same doorway and fruitlessly pulled a revolver trigger over and over. His face was covered in blood, and his steps were lurching. Out of ammo, he picked up his pace like a crazed beast, striking the first man on the head. He overtook the woman, grabbing her by the hair and throwing her to the ground.

Edgar saw him climb on top of her and club her with the revolver; the other man, who had been brained, quickly tackled the man with the revolver, clubbing at him.

Edgar threw himself out from behind the wall of the garage and ran toward the scene as the two men struggled over the woman, but four ghouls had begun approaching them from behind some parked cars.

“Watch out!”

Edgar waved and cried at them, but the two men played out their drama, ignorant of him. It was too late; the ghouls converged and fell upon the struggling men, tearing them apart.

Edgar watched in horror as greasy fingertips slashed at the gunman’s neck, and hot blood burst forth. In a second, another pair of hands grabbed at his scalp and began pulling out clumps of bloody hair. The gunman hadn’t been as fortunate with two ghouls falling upon him and sinking rotten, yellow teeth deep into the neck and shoulder. Edgar was shocked at how strong and quick the monsters moved at the prospect of fresh flesh.

Each man was stripped of skin and tissue by teeth and fingertips. He’d watch a ghoul take a bite and tear strips and ribbons of flesh free, only to see flesh roll out of open mouths, where the ghouls would then go back, sinking in their teeth even deeper. Edgar had never seen the things feed so directly. He felt like he was about to vomit, but Edgar swallowed down the acidic bile that rose in his throat and cautiously approached the group to see if he could at least help the woman.

The ghouls were distracted by their eating frenzy, and the sounds of the men’s screams masked Edgar’s heavy steps. As he was within a few feet of the gruesome scene, he noticed the woman moving. Her face, however, told a different story and amounted to little more than a bloody bowl – he swore he could see white teeth in a puddle of flesh where a face used to exist. The gunman’s revolver had smashed her nose and teeth, and she was drowning in her blood. Her gargles terrified Edgar.

He closed the gap between them and, tears in his eyes, brought the ax’s blade down on her face, smashing what was left of her head into three wet chunks. He cried as he put her out of her misery and, when finished, whirled around and smashed at the skull of the closest ghoul. His swing was wild and glanced off bone. He doubled down and struck again, sinking the blade deep into the ghoul’s temple.

Edgar flew into a rage, striking any head he saw in a pile, and after a few moments and a couple of near bites, had brained every single one of the ghouls and the men for good measure. He instinctively grabbed the revolver and absentmindedly pulled the trigger a half dozen times, hoping at least a single shot was left.

There was nothing there. He knew that.

But the compulsion was too great. 

He tucked the gun into his pants and noticed the commotion had begun to pull in a few stragglers. How had there been even more of these fuckers hidden away? He grabbed the long screwdriver from his belt loop and clumsily rose to his feet, winded.

This scouting trip had become a catastrophe. He wouldn’t chance the district office. It was time to leave.

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